Shitty Headspace

Depression kills ambition
Hope is dangerous
Faith is essential..

I can't clear my mind.

I feel disappointed even though I shouldn't
I had no expectation
You don't grow out of awkwardness

Can't shake this empty feeling...
If I'm sad I don't know God they assume
That is asinine

So we suffer in silence..
Thankful for my gifts ..
Without them I would have died many deaths already